Thursday, March 31, 2005

replacement

When you run out of toilet paper what do you do? Replace it. When you run out of milk what do you do? Replace it? When something gets broken what do you do? Replace it? Well, what do you do when you run out of time? Replace it with something that has lots of time. So that is what is happening. I am running out of time only...122 days left. That is not enough time. I am in survival mode...not starting anything new...not allowed to think outside the box...not going to start conflicts that are not able to be resolved in 121 days...nothing new...just keep up with what is already planned...until your replacement comes. Can you really replace people though? Maybe I am choosing the wrong words here. It's just how I feel right now. I don't want to throw myself a pitty party because I am sure that no one else will show up...so I will just stop. My brother said to not think about whats going to happen at the end of the four months but to enjoy them while they are here. I knew that in my heart, but I guess it helps to hear it in my ears as well. Thanks Eric...it means a lot coming from you!

I am going to a concert tonight...Jeremy Camp and MercyMe...and I'm excited. We are sitting in the 5th row. Should be a good night to get some good pictures! Look out nose hairs here I come. Okay I'm just kidding, that was grooooossss sorry. But anyway, it should help me get my mind of the impending doom of leaving this place and being replaced.

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